Dear Leah,
Today was unacceptable! Coming home from work to a destroyed house and news of no nap is not okay! I don't know how you made such a huge mess - I'll just blame this one on daddy (cue eye rolling and bitch face). Still, you having no nap creates a whole whirl wind of trouble for both of us! And you have no excuse! I saw you sitting on the couch drinking from your sippy cup and you looked ready to pass out. I've never seen you have such big bags under your eyes.
After daddy left i tried to put you in for a nap again. I know- i should have known . Shortly after our mini WWIII you fell asleep leaning up against me. You slept for 30-40 min. That's all i could allow for a 6pm nap, Im sorry! 615-930 was complete HELL!! You've never been so cranky and miserable and defiant. I just want you to know that because of tonight, my self esteem as a mother is at its all time low :( Lately you haven't been listening, you get off time out, you get into things you didn't use to, it takes me almost 2 hours to get you to go sleep. This just isn't a good feeling.
Also, when you don't nap you get over tired and end up waking up a couple times at night. - which by the way, you better stay sleeping miss.
Im exhausted. I need to sleep in order to rebuild some patience for tomorrow.
Ah, so this is terrible twos? Lord, please give me strength, and patience! Contemplating on saying, screw this, the toddler rails are coming off and your going back into your full crib! I can't do this again tomorrow. Please, try to listen to me. I love you.
-Mommy
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